Aku menangis bukan kerana ....... Aku menangis kerana .......

Aku menangis bukan kerana kegagalan,
Aku menangis kerana aku kurang berusaha.

Aku menangis bukan kerana aku miskin,
Aku menangis kerana aku tak mampu menyenangkan hidup keluargaku.

Aku menangis bukan kerana aku bodoh,
Aku menangis kerana aku tak mampu menjadi seperti insan yang lain.

Aku menangis bukan kerana aku tidak bahagia,
Aku menangis kerana aku takut saat itu akan tiba.

Aku menangis bukan kerana aku takut,
Aku menangis kerana aku khuatir aku tak mampu untuk bertahan.

Aku menangis bukan untuk diri aku,
Aku menangis untuk ibu aku, untuk bapa aku, untuk nenek aku.
Aku menangis kerana aku takut suatu hari nanti aku akan abaikan tanggungjawab aku dan melupakan mereka hanya untuk kesenangan hidup aku.

Happy Birthday Mama ~~~

Happy Birthday to You...2x
Happy Birthday to My Mama ...2x
Happy Birthday to You .....

hari ini 26 hb november jatuh la hari jadi mak aku yg ke-48. i love you so much ma. an tau an mmg byk buat salah kat mama sebelum ni. tp an akan berusaha lg untuk takkan mengecewakan mama. maafkan an andai an pernah melukakan hati mama di suatu ketika dulu. dan maafkan an sbb tak dpt nak belikan mama apa2 untuk birthday mama kali ni. mama pun tau knp. thanks ma. tp insya'allah kalau an dah ok balik, an akan berikan sesuatu untuk mama igt akan pemberian anak mama ini. happy birthday to you ma.


Azhan (ma i love you~~~)

Photo Shoot with K800i

Photo Shoot with K800i :

i've being using my Sony K800i to take pictures lately and it turns out good :D
now i'm still looking for nice Sceneries around here in Bukit Beruang (Melaka - Malaysia). i have no transport to go far away out from Bukit Beruang, but if some one can introduce me a nice place to be, then i'd try to be there. so any suggestion? :D





-these are the pictures i've taken with the K800i

talking about nice sceneries, we do have a lot of places in Malaysia. for examples :
* Sipadan Island, Sabah
* Turtle Island, Sabah
* Kinabalu Park (Mount Kinabalu), Sabah
* Lankayan Island, Sabah
* Madai Cave, Sabah
* Lambir Hill National Park, Sarawak
(Stunning sandstone hills and emerald green pools. a picturesque getaway)
* Gunung Mulu National Park, Sarawak
(one of the largest caves in the world)
* Cherating Beach, Pahang
(perfect mix of mellow atmosphere, good beaches)
* Pulau Payar Marine Park, Kedah
(a beautiful marine park features underwater wonders coupled)

yes, i bet some of you never heard most of the places that i put there. but this is the time if you have money, you should bring along your family with you and have nice moments with nice sceneries to enjoy.

- if you guys need more information about vacation places in Malaysia, go to www.tourism.gov.my

this is when you should bring your video cam or your digital camera to snap the scenery as much as you want. i hope this would help you guys to have a holiday with your loved ones.

Azhan ( enjoy yourself ) :D

I'm Back ~~~

I'm sorry that i was busy all these while.
i had my trimester break and went back to Kuala Lumpur. enjoyed Hari Raya with my family and some of the relatives. so, how about you guys? had good moments with family?

and hows the Deepavali? Deepavali vattakal~~~ :D
i went to my "friend's" house on thursday for the Deepavali Celebration. got to see her younger sister again after 2 years we did not meet each other. i heard that her younger sister got a good job in cyberjaya. i hope someday i may send my resume to her. ahhaks~~~

i'm listening to same songs lately,
* Ricky Martin - It's Alright
* Simple Plan - Crazy
* Daughtry - Over You
* Nitrus - Kamu (malay song)

dont ask me why, because i got times to listen to these songs. :D
so i just want to introduce you guys. any suggestion would be fine with me.

and before i forget, i'm now looking for the environment and searching for a good scenery. wahahaha~~~ taking pictures with my Sony K800i now. heheheh.... i got some pictures i've taken with that mobile phone. u guys may take a look more at myspace profile @2hunt.


(We Love Malaysia, Not Cigarettes)

that is all for now.
see u guys soon with the new post.

Azhan ( please click the ads to help me to get some money ) :D

Upin & Ipin (3D animation by malaysians)

Upin & Ipin ni adalah siri animasi 3D malaysia kat TV9 setiap jumaat, sabtu dan ahad bermula pukul 7.30 dan hanya utk lima minit tayangan saje setiap episod. siri ni ditayangkan sepanjang bulan puasa.

taktau la kalau korg igt lg ke tak post aku tentang "Geng The Movie". kalau korg igt, siri Upin & Ipin ni adalah project yg sama dr filem Geng tu. just diorg buat siri utk tv dan hanya utamakan watak Upin & Ipin. tp ade gak la watak2 tambahan yg lain seperti kakak diorg nama Ros, nenek diorg nama ntah :D, dan kawan2 diorg. dan watak2 tu suma adalah watak2 yg sama akan ade dlm filem "Geng The Movie" tu..

bg aku siri ni permulaan yg bagus utk rakyat malaysia tahu akan kewujudan Les' Copaque (Company yg buat animation ni). sebab cara diorg buat mmg superb gila (bg aku la sbb kita boleh tgk brape kerat sgt org malaysia boleh buat animation dgn jayanya).

berita terkini ttg filem "Geng The Movie" tu aku rasa diorg tetap akan tayangkan pada tahun depan. jadi kepada anda semua kalau nak tgk camne 3D animation dr malaysia yg best, bukak la TV9 pada hari jumaat, sabtu dgn ahad start pukul 7.30ptg.
(promote hbs aku kat Les' Copaque ni. takde komisen ke? :P )

*ni satu video yg aku leh letak kat post ni. so korg leh carik sendiri la yg selebih nye kat youtube.

Upin & Ipin - Episod 1 (Esok Puasa)


Upin & Ipin - Episod 2 (Dugaan)
Upin & Ipin - Episod 3 (Nikmat)
Upin & Ipin - Episod 4 (Terawih)

*ni link2 utk episod2 lain. buat masa skang ni aku leh bg link2 utk 4 episod je. nanti2 ade lg. pandai2 cari la.

Azhan ( enjoy the series ) :D

Hari Ini Dalam Perjalanan.... (24.9.07)

Hari ini dlm perjalanan aku takde la pape sgt pun yg berlaku. heheheh :D
just nak letak tajuk kat situ tgk apa yg korg akan pikir. kekekek :D

pagi td kul 8pg aku gerak g hospital besar melaka sbb nak check telinga aku camne.
aku bwk skali surat yg aku dpt mggu lepas masa aku pegi kat hospital besar KL(HKL).
mggu lepas diorg mintak aku lg 2 minggu g sana blk check. tp MMU start final exam mggu dpn so aku kata aku takleh nk g. jadi diorg bg la surat kat aku utk aku pegi kat mana2 hospital kat melaka ni utk check telinga aku. yg kat sini plak diorg suruh aku dtg hari jumaat ni kul 9.30 og utk check. diorg takleh check aku td sbb dah penuh utk appoinment hari ni.
aku rasa telinga aku dah naik bisul la sbb aku rasa mcm sakit je. bukan sakit biasa la tp mcm sakit bisul la. sbb mggu lepas masa aku g kat HKL, diorg kata telinga aku belah dlm dah bernanah (masa mula2 lg doktor dh bgtau yg benda ni akan terjadi), dan masih ade lg kulat/kuman kat dlm telinga aku. so diorg buang la mggu lepas. jadi aku rasa ada bisul kat dlm telinga aku ni sbb kotor2 nanah tu la kot kat dlm telinga aku ni.
haih~~~~ nak buat camne, cobaan. aku terima je la.

lepas g hospital besar, aku straight g melaka central beli tiket blk utk raya. aku taktau bila aku hbs exam, so aku pun beli la tiket blk ke kl hari jumaat(12.10.07) kul 9.45 bas KKKL. aku igtkan nak blk hari khamis tu tp exam schedule diorg kata berubah lg. so yg plg slamat aku beli la hari jumaat tu.

hbs beli tiket aku g CIMB bukit baru(betul ke kat situ?aku pakai ckp jer :D ). aku g byr fees lg RM550 utk aku dpt blk status aku aktif supaya aku leh register course utk next sem. senang je aku masuk, isi borang pastu terus byr. kalau kat CIMB MMU ni sah kena beratur panjang la.

next station, MMU. aku mula2 g la beratur kat finance dlm tu (diorg ada bukak dua tempat dan satu lg kat luar office tu jugak but still in the same building :D ). aku igtkan nak bg la finance nye copy pembayaran tu supaya dia masuk account then clear kan. tp aku pikir2 blk elok aku terus jer g beratur kat counter luar sbb aku dah byr sure duit dah masuk account diorg. lepas tu aku pun g la beratur kat luar, clear kan status aku, dan aku naik motor...

sampai umah, fendi (housemate aku) ajak aku g hantart kereta awek dia. so aku pun ikut la.

skang baru pukul 11.23 kat pc aku(time aku tengah tulis post ni).
jadi ade lg setengah hari lagi aku takleh nak cerita kat korg sbb tak berlaku lg. :D
so, kepada sesiapa yg belum start study utk final (MMU students), elok la start hari ni. sbb aku pun belum start lg. kekekkeek :D
Gd luck everybody for ur final.

Azhan (aku tak tidur2 lg dr smalam....)

HP baru aku...

Alhamdulillah ada gak aku hp yg aku idamkan sebelum ni.
walaupun aku tau DAH ADA ORANG PAKAI HP NI KAT UMAH AKU namun kalau kita rasa puas hati aku bedal gak. hahahah :D
aku tau kalau satu umah tambah2 lak kalau satu bilik pakai hp sama dan warna pun sama mmg agak macam boria. tapi bg aku kalau aku dah suka pastu puaskan hati aku, aku beli gak.
kan OMAR kan ???

minggu lepas hari sabtu aku g Low Yat utk survey tp dlm hati mmg dah stand by nak beli dah. time tu aku dok pikir la best ke K810? bila aku dah pegang dan teliti, aku tak minat round button dia. so aku pi survey betul2 harga utk K800i ni. ada yg jual original tapi macam hampeh. asal? ada yg kata hands free tak include skali la. pastu warranty utk original LCD takde lgsg la. yg best tuh, semua skali cover warranty selama stahun tp mcm pelik jer org tu berkata. alih2 aku g balik kedai hp amoi yg aku beli hp utk mak aku hari tu. kat situ dia kata, kalau original suma cover warranty 1/2 tahun jer. tapi dia kata skang ni suma pakai AP set jer. (akhirnya aku termakan gak la kata2 dia beli AP set). mana tak nya, original suma skali harga RM1200, AP set baru EM980 jer. mmg org akan kata "ala tambah lg RM200 jer". time tu aku mmg bajet utk RM1000 jer. so aku pun beli la AP set nyer. so "terbeli" la aku Sony Ericson K800i AP set dgn harga RM980 = memory stick 1GB, screen protector, crystal cover, original accessories(amoi tu kata la).

so ni la HP baru aku = Sony Ericson K800i


korg leh g kat www.mobile88.com utk tgk spec dia.

p/s,
aku guna duit ptptn (first time guna duit ni beli hp.kuikuikui)
insya'allah ade rezeki aku byr blk :D

Azhan ( aku ade hp baru.hehehehe... ) :D

Cinta atau Jodoh ???

Cinta,
salah ke kalau kita rasa kita cinta kat seseorg tuh? salah ke kalau kita bgtau kat org tu yg kita cinta kat dia? salah ke kalau kita biar jer cinta kita tanpa balas? salah ker kalau cinta kita ditolak? salah ker kalau cinta kita akhirnye bertukar ke jodoh?

Jodoh,
salah ke kalau jodoh tu dtg tanpa tanda? salah ke kalau jodoh tu sebenarnye bukan yg kita mahukan? salah ker kalau jodoh tu bermula dgn kesusahan? salah ke kalau jodoh yg kita rase utk kita tp ia berpaling ke org lain? salah ke kalau jodoh tu datang nye dr cinta?

Salah,
salah kita kalau kita terlalu memaksa diri kita utk bercinta, salah kita kalau kita membenci org yg pada mula nye kita cinta, salah kita jika kita tidak dapat menerima takdir yg cinta kita bukan utk kita, salah kita jika kita salahkan takdir yg kita masih belum berjumpe jodoh kita, salah kita jika kita mahukan kesempurnaan tanpa melihat kebahagiaan yg ada didepan mata kita.

Perlu,
kita perlu mencuba apabila ada peluang utk bercinta, kita perlu menerima hakikat jika dia bukan utk kita, kita perlu memaafkan segala kesilapan utk kebahagiaan kita, kita perlu memahami segalanya sebelum kita bertindak, kita perlu mencari kebahagiaan berbanding kesempurnaan.

ini ape yg aku rasa la tentang cinta dan jodoh nye seseorg tu walaupun aku tau aku tak cukup makan garam lagi kat dunia ni. tapi dr ape yg aku nampak dan alami, kita tak salah kalau nak bercinta. kita tak salah kalau nak mencari jodoh. cuma kita kena paham apa yg kita cari utk cinta atau jodoh kita adalah semata2 utk kebahagiaan kita. kadang2 apa yg kita mahukan mmg ada depan mata kita dan kita mengejarnya, tapi kita tidak selalunya sedar yg rupa2nya kebahagiaan kita juga hampir dgn kita. sebagai contoh, kita melihat seseorg ni sempurna bg kita dan kita rasa dia la cinta dan jodoh kita. namun kita tak sedar masih ade org lain yg membahagiakan kita dan kita masih mengenepikan dia walaupun kebahagiaan itu adalah utk diri kita. kenapa? aku mengaku yg aku pun tak pernah puas lg ape yg aku mahukan dan itu la jawapan bg "kenapa?"...


aku ni pandai jer bercakap, jadi tolong la sedarkan aku jika aku tak sedar apa yg ada didepan mata aku.


Azhan ( Kebahagiaan perlu ada dalam Cinta dan Jodoh kita ) :)

Happiness or Perfectness ~~~

1st Quote:
A man and his girlfriend were married.
It was a large celebration. All of
their friends and family came to see
the lovely ceremony and to partake of
the festivities and celebrations. A
wonderful time was had by all.

The bride was gorgeous in her white
wedding gown and the groom was very
dashing in his black tuxedo. Everyone
could tell that the love they had for
each other was true.

A few months later, the wife comes to
the husband with a proposal: “I read
in a magazine a while ago, about how
we can strengthen our marriage.” she
offered.

“Each of us will write a list of the
things that we find a bit annoying
with the other person. Then, we can
talk about how we can fix them
together and make our lives happier
together.”

The husband agreed, so each of them
went to a separate room in the house
and thought of the things that annoyed
them about the other. They thought
about this question for the rest of
the day and wrote down what they came
up with.

The next morning, at the breakfast
table, they decided that they would go
over their lists.

“I’ll start,” offered the wife. She
took out her list. It had many items
on it enough to fill 3 pages, in fact.
As she started reading the list of the
little annoyances, she noticed that
tears were starting to appear in her
husbands eyes.

“What’s wrong?” she asked. “Nothing”
the husband replied, “keep reading
your lists.”

The wife continued to read until she
had read all three pages to her
husband. She neatly placed her list on
the table and folded her hands over
top of it.

“Now, you read your list and then
we’ll talk about the things on both of
our lists.” She said happily.

Quietly the husband stated, “I don’t
have anything on my list. I think that
you are perfect the way that you are.
I don’t want you to change anything
for me. You are lovely and wonderful
and I wouldn’t want to try and change
anything about you.”

The wife, touched by his honesty and
the depth of his love for her and his
acceptance of her, turned her head and
wept.

Though of the day:
In life, there are enough times when
we are disappointed, depressed and
annoyed. We don’t really have to go
looking for them.

We have a wonderful world that is full
of beauty, light and promise.

Why waste time in this world looking
for the bad, disappointing or annoying
when we can look around us, and see
the wondrous things before us?

I believe that WE ARE HAPPIEST WHEN we
see and praise the good and try our
best to forget the bad. Nobody’s
perfect but we can find perfect ness
in them to change the way we see them

2nd Quote:
*I was wondering, if I was a perfect girl, would I be happy about it or would I be stressed out everyday cos no one is perfect enough to keep to my expectations and demands?

I was wondering, if I was living in a perfect world, would I be happy about it or would I be bored since I do not know the meaning of challenge, as everything in the world is already laid perfectly for me?

I was wondering, if I was living in a perfect house, would I be happy about it or would I be having sleepless nights thinking that someone might try means and ways to rob me of my perfect property?

I was wondering, if I had a perfect friend, would I be happy about it or would I always be feeling envious of him or her, knowing that I will always overshadowed by my perfect friend?

I was wondering, if I had a perfect man, would there be a and they live happily ever after ending or would I be feeling insecure everyday, knowing that there would be too many girls trying to break me away from my perfect man?

I was wondering, if I had a perfect family, would I feel happy forever or would I be sad knowing that I had missed out the bitter sweet kind of memories which makes life more interesting?

I was wondering, if I had a perfect life, would I be satisfied with it or would I still be wondering if theres a life that is more perfect?

One thing for sure, I do know that humans will always be searching for the perfect kind of life. We would want something to always be better than what we have currently. Only up to the point whereby we lose something, then shall we learn to treasure it. This is plainly because humans always forget that actually the perfect kind of life is truly how we depict it to be. I have learnt to treasure the things and people around me cos I realize that they are the ones that makes my life no less than perfect.

my own words:

-> are we looking for perfectness that will bring us to nothing at the end? yes we couldn't find what we want till now. but do realize one thing that "happiness" will always make us feel the meaningful in life.

p/s,credit to syu[g]haz

Azhan ( i choose Happiness and how about you guys? )

aku malas nak post baru ker? hmmm~~~

*hehehe aku bukan nye malas nak update setiap hari macam mase mula2 dulu gila sakan satu hari pun update 3-4 posts :D
mungkin 50% ade kebenarannye la. kakakak :D
insya'allah kalau aku tak busy aku akan update la. but i'll post atleast once a week to make sure no one will sound me "pemalas nak update blog~~~~"
ahhaks... :P

ije said: hahahhaha...mna post baru?so ape jadi lately?
ije said: yer laaa gtau laa kt aku..aku nk tau...knape nk kna skema satu mnggu satu postssh laa camniH!
ije said: ko nk blk kl lpas exam ke?lu sdah gila?x mo g class?nk jd pemalas....mrh laa nih..dh laa x nk update...arrghhh...brutal!!
(diantara comment dr kwn aku kat previous post) :P

*aku pegi la karaoke competition dekat dataran pahlawan(MELAKA) dan aku tak dpt masuk final. selalu aku akan rasa macam down atau tak puas hati kenapa aku tak dpt masuk. but this time aku macam rilek jer. knp ek?
sbb aku pegi masuk pun tak practice cukup2. aku pakai masuk jer. hahaha tu la org lamo2 nasihat "berlatih sebelum mencuba". so kali ni rezeki takde la. takpe aku redha :D

*and i dont know this week something special is happening or not bcoz i'm still waiting for the response of it.


*lagi, aku letak lagu baru dekat page friendster aku. lagu tu ntah mana aku dapat pun aku taktau. hahah aku pakai letak jer. start lagu tu rap omputih la pastu korus mandarin. tgh2 rap tuh apa punya bahasa pun aku taktau la mamat2 yg rap tu (yg rap ada dua org). so bukak la friendster aku dgr tgk best ke tak? aku suka melody dia, sbb mcm simple then boleh ikut jer.

*hmm, aku dah masuk kan lagu dekat blog aku ni. hehehe lagu Elliot Yamin - Wait For You.
lagu yg ntah hampir setengah tahun atau lebih aku letak kat page friendster. so bila aku dah tukar lagu lain kat sana, aku masukkan la lagu ni kat sini. sbb aku amat menggilai lagu ini. heheheh....
masih mencari kot2 ade karaoke atau minus one utk lagu ni. sesiapa ada please do inform me n please share with me ok? :D

so tu jela kot utk mggu ni.

p/s,
ije,puas hati kau aku dah update post baru khas utk kau. sbb kau asik mintak aku update jer. kali ni aku siap letak nama kau. padan muka kau. kakakakka :P

Azhan (pemalas nak update?huhuhu) :P

Telinga ku berkulat wwuaarrgghhh ~~~

ni cerita tambahan drpd post aku "Gegendang telingaku~~~"

FLASHBACK:
*26/8/07 (Kuala Lumpur)
- petang tu aku rase telinga aku bengang(rasa macam kalau termasuk air). pastu aku pun g la amik cotton bud dan mengorek telinga aku. 2 kali aku korek kluar benda hitam (mak aih terkejut aku). pastu aku korek lg tgk2 ade darah. aku pun korek la bg hbs darah tu.

*27/8/07 (Kuala Lumpur)
- aku korek lg skali sbb rase tak sedap hati dan lepas tu telinga aku sakit ya amat(xde kena mengena ngan sesapa yg bernama amat). mak aku bwk g klinik swasta dan doktor suspect telinga ku luka dan die hanya bg 3 jenis ubat pil tanpa ubat titik ke telinga.

*28/8/07 (Kuala Lumpur - Melaka)
- ptg dlm kul 1 lebih aku bersiap nak blk ke melaka. mmg dr smalam sampai skang ni aku sakit telinga jer. sakit nyer tarik sampai sebelah muka. ish3~~~

*31/8/07 (Melaka - Kuala Lumpur)
- aku masih mengalami kesakitan yg tidak dapat digambarkan disini(pandai2 la korg imaginasi camne sakit die). tiba nye aku di KL ptg tuh, mak aku kata kena g jumpe doktor gak ni walaupun hari ni cuti. malam tu g GH(general hospital @ HKL). jumpa la aku ngan doktor kat situ dan dia kata telinga aku kena infection:
doktor: hmm sy rase telinga awk ni kena infection la. jadi sy akan bg ubat titik telinga dan kalau masih takde improvement sampai isnin ni, dtg blk sini dan pegi ENT(specialist in Ear, Nose, Throat)

*3/9/07 (Kuala Lumpur)
- aku g gak GH dan jumpe specialist kat ENT tu. dia tanya la camne leh jadi so aku pun bgtau la cam apa yg aku kena. pastuh dia suruh aku baring kat satu katil dan dia tgk kat telinga aku. mula2 dia letak ubat ape ntah yg boleh meletup2 dlm telinga aku. hahaha :D pastuh die ckp:
specialist: hmm sy tgk dulu eh?
aku: baik lah. (sungguh sopan aku.kakakak)
specialist: sy kena buang dulu ape yg patut dlm telinga awk ni eh. sbb telinga awk berair la. (dia pun 'suck' kluar la segala taik2 ke ape ke. eeeeeeee hahahhaha. mula2 best la sbb layan jer org mcm korek telinga kita kan? then dia jolok dlm2 la. serius tak tipu. dalam siot dia jolok. aku leh rasa la. tgh2 dia jolok tuh....)
specialist: hmmm, telinga awk ni berkulat la. sy buang dulu kulat2 ni. (aku takut siot time tu. terkejut besar pun ade gak. habis jer die 'suck' sume kluar, die pun berkata....)
specialist: ok, telinga awk berkulat dan sy dah buang hbs suma. jadi skang ni taknak bg ade lg jangkitan atau pun bernanah telinga awk, awk kena pakai ubat titik ni (ubat tu mak aku kena belikan sbb hospital dah hbs stock. ntah ye ke tak? sbb ubat tuh satu botol kecik costs RM20+)
aku: jadi semua ok la doktor? camne ngan gegendang saya plak?
specialist: awk kena pakai ubat tu la sbb skang gegendang telinga awk berlubang. kulat tu yg makan dan air dr kepala boleh kluar dan kemungkinan telinga awk boleh bernanah dan ada jangkitan semula. tp jgn risau gegendang awk boleh baik semula. (lega aku rase tp masih takut la sbb gegendang berlubang kan?)
aku: jd sy kena pakai brape kali sehari?
specialist: awk kena letak 2 titik setiap kali bg tiga kali sehari. dan lepas 3 minggu dtg blk nak check tgk macam mana telinga awk.

so itu la cerita ttg telinga aku. alhamdulillah la takde benda besar lg berlaku drpd ni. at least leh recover blk pun dah bersyukur dah.

*segala perkataan atau perbualan aku ngan doktor2 itu bukan 100% exact. itu hanya apa yg aku igt dan seangkatan maksud nye.

Azhan ( klau ternampak aku pakai kapas kat telinga, say hi je la kat aku. kekekke ) :P

HP baru mak aku LG KG271

ni la hp baru mak aku LG KG271.
aku g low yat ahad hari tu temankan kwn aku nak beli hp sony ericson w660i yg berharga melepasi RM1000 la. aku baru nak belikan mak aku motorola V3x tp mak aku tgh sesak nak guna hp skang sbb hp lama dia dah hilang pastuh dia nak buat business tak dpt contact org, so dia suruh la aku beli dulu ape2 hp yg harga RM200.
pergi la aku ke low yat menemani kwn aku sambil membeli hp utk mak aku yg hanya berharga RM199.

fungsi dia:
*FM radio
*Colour screen
*polyphonic sound
*Loud speaker

tu jer la kot yg aku nampak kat hp tu :D
tp mak aku kata, "nanti kalau ade duit kita beli la yg baru plak.sbb skang ni mama nak guna utk business dulu. nanti kalau org nak call tak dpt carik mama plak".
so aku pun ye kan je la. yg aku lak ntah bila la nak beli hp baru. duit ptptn tak masuk lg.
haih~~~

Azhan ( nanti an belikan hp yg lg canggih dr ni utk mama ) :P

Merdeka Malaysia ke - 50

Salam Sejahtera kepada semua (mcm permulaan berita tv la plak :P )

jadi tiba la negara kita pada usia ke-50 setelah penat lelah dan jasa bakti yg telah ditaruhkan serta dilimpahkan(Ade ke perkataan ni?) oleh org2 lamo kita dr dulu sampai skang.terima kasih sy ucapkan kepada mereka walaupun sesiapa saje diluar sana tak pernah kenal sapa sy.bakti anda,jasa anda,pengorbanan anda amat la bermakna kerana tanpa itu suma tiada la kita disini menikmati keindahan dan kesenangan dr kepayahan org2 dulu.

salute to u guys.

lagi skali sy ingin mengambil kesempatan (mcm bg ucapan la plak) utk mengucapkan selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan malaysia yg ke-50.



(gambar mase Cyber P aritu) :D
SEJAHTERA MALAYSIA.

Azhan( anak malaysia ) :P

Account Baru MySpace

setelah bertahun aku telah meninggalkan dunia MySpace, kini aku kembali dgn account baru. :P
so kpd anda yg dah sedia maklum MySpace aku yg lama tu ntah ade lg ke tak. so buang yg keruh amik yg jernih. kekekek .....

ni aku nya myspace lama (sampai dah lupa password dah pun :P )
*http://www.myspace.com/jnr_hanz
*http://www.myspace.com/jac_hanz
*http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=4673299

tp tu suma dulu mase aku muda2 gila ttg benda ni la.
skang ni baru nak buat yg serius skit.
so to you guys klau ade keinginan nak add aku, mai la.

ni account MySpace aku yg baru.
*http://www.myspace.com/a2hunt

add me up ok?
see u guys later.

Azhan ( aku dah ade acc MySpace baru.kekekke)

Gegendang Telinga ku ~~~~

aduih,
sakit nya hanya sapa yg pernah sakit tau la :P
aku g check doktor last 2 days dan doktor kate gegendang telinga aku(blah kanan) terluka.
aduih mlm tu sakit ya amat( takde kena mengena ngan org yg bernama amat ok :P ). doktor kate aku kena jaga telinga aku dlm 2 ke 3 bulan. jgn dengar lagu kuat2, jgn g berenang dan "JANGAN KOREK TELINGA GUNA COTTON BUD LAGI". tu la yg doktor ckp/pesan/nasihat/sound aku :D

lepas g jumpe doktor mak aku bwk family aku g mkn "KFC IDAMAN KU SELALU ~~~" :D
aku balun 3 ketul ayam yg at first nye aku mintak dua jer kekekeke..... pastuh aku leh lak layankan mkn ubat ngan Coke sbb aku pernah tau yg org kate ubat takleh mkn dgn air yg berkabonat namun aku tertengok kat tv yg mengatakan takde sebarang effect pun klau nk mkn ubat ngan ape2 air pun kecuali air longkang la. kakakkaka (lawak ke ni? :P )
so aku pun layankan la.
dan effect die tuan2 dan puan2, mlm tu aku tido tak lena. asal? sbb ubat tak jln. aduih~~~~ layan sakit aku mlm tu. esok pagi nye la plak aku mkn ubat ngan air biasa. nasib baik jln.
ubat yg aku dapat:
*antibiotic
*ubat tahan sakit
*ubat utk telinga aku

cerita tambahan:
BEG 'SEKOLAH' AKU HILANG ~~~
aduih, aku baru sampai dr kl ni dan nk g kelas kul 7 td tp carik beg aku tak jumpa.
aduih~~~ mana lak aku letak ni. pikir2 blk mungkin aku tertinggal kat kedai mkn melayu yg kat ixora tuh. org panggil kedai tu kedai besi/lampu/mak cik. namun hakikatnya nama kedai itu adalah Wimirie. (kesian kedai tu punye tauke, sesedap makhluk dimuka bumi ini menukar2 nama kedai die.)

Azhan ( Beg aku hilang ~~~ )

Amir Hanif thanks for the support.

gila la hosmet aku sorg ni.
dia support aku dr dulu sampai skang.
aku masuk mana2 singing competition pun dia sanggup berhabis duit utk dtg dan tgk aku perform. thanks once again amir.
amir ni diantara hosmet aku yg skang kat melaka. so kepada hosmet2 lain spt omar, azri, fendi, nazwan, salim, shamil, adib, terima kasih juga diberikan kepada anda semua sbb support saya sehingga skang.

dan kepada yg lain kat luar sana maafkan saya jika saya tak dpt nak "meng-list-kan" nama2 anda. tapi anda tau la sape anda semua. terima kasih atas segala pertolongan dan dorongan. Ceewwaaahhh~~~~ :P

love u guys.


Azhan (sorry amir aku x letak nama kau sbelum ni)

Alhamdulillah Rezeki (Rentak07)

Alhamdulillah sbb rezeki aku datang lagi.
berkenaan Rentak 07, kategori solo aku menang. tp fight jugak la competition.
mana tak nye. last competition 2nd place (eijat n hana), masuk gak utk Rentak ni.
tp dpt jumpe eijat jer. tu pun eijat la diantara aku gerun skali kalau nak fight.
semua finalis 13 termasuk band dan solo. so solo ade 5, band ade 8.
nasib baik la Rentak nye management kate smalam "amacam kalau kitorg offer, 1st-RM150, 2nd-RM90, 3rd-RM60 utk kategori solo?". sbb sblm ni 1st-RM500, 2nd-RM300, 3rd-RM150 akan dipertandingkan kepada band dan solo. maksudnye band dan solo akan fight utk hadiah tu. tp pikir blk advantage byk ke band dari solo. so since management dah offer, semua buat kata sepakat (solo nyer finalis la) yg setuju utk bertanding hadiah RM150, RM90, RM60 tu.

2nd place utk kategori solo ialah eijat. aku bajet eijat akan dpt 1st, aku atleast pun ketiga ke. tp alhamdulillah rezeki kat aku. eijat tabahkan hati dan kuat perjuangan utk yg akan dtg ok? saya sokong anda 100% tanpa dadah. :P
aku bukan ape, jujur dr hati aku la, kalau nak compare aku ngan eijat, aku rase eijat lg bgs dr aku. so mmg aku tak segan la katakan yg eijat lebih bgs dr aku. (eijat, sy tgh promote awk ni klau awk baca la) :D


3rd place la dimenangi oleh adlina(menang band first mase Colfest dulu. dia la vokalis nye).
minah ni pun boleh tahan gak. goyah hati aku dgr die nyanyi. smooth gila suara dia.

papepun alhamdulillah rezeki aku skali lg kat singing competition. aku rase mcm takut jer kalau aku nk masuk lg next competition. sbb makin hari makin byk talented person comes to fight.

so kpd semua yg asik tanye mcm mana preparation utk Rentak ni sblm ni.
so ni la result die. dan terima kasih byk2 kat korg semua yg support aku dr mula sampai skang.
termasuk la hosmet2 aku yg sanggup berbuang duit utk tgk kejayaan aku. thanks to u guys. taktau camne nak bls la jasa korg. thanks again.

Azhan ( seronok gak duit byk skit dr dulu) kekekekke :P

RENTAK07

RENTAK07

Ni adalah post ringkas utk anda semua saksikan/tontonkan/lihatkan/pandangkan/rasakan/bacakan
/nikmatkan/dan segala benda yg boleh anda buat bila anda tau ttg post ini.

bukak link ini utk maklumat lanjut --> RENTAK07

*adalah sebuah pertandingan band dan nyanyian yg akan diadakan pada sabtu ini 18 hb Ogos 2007 bertempat di Dewan Mini Bistari (MITC Melaka) bermula dari 8 malam hingga lewat.

Azhan (pegi jgn tak pegi) :P

Lama tak update? sorry guys ~~~

hye to everyone.
sorry for the late update on my page. lots of people asked me "mana tak update blog pun?".
so now here for you guys. i am sorry bcoz lately i was busy with many things. Rentak la (amir ni die cerita ttg rentak aku post. nanti kate aku tak post lak), preparation for Convocation la, and 'macam2' la.

1 st, Rentak
at first i went to the melaka audition and i've failed to do my best on that day. i sang 3 songs, 1st "aku berhenti berharap". 2nd "padamu" - my own song (fana paham lak ape yg aku tulis dlm lirik lagu tu.heheh :D ). 3rd "maha karya cinta". so why i say i was bad on that day? bcoz i have failed to memorize the first song's lyric and once u 'slack', the whole performance would be the same. so that 'slack' feeling brought me down till the end of my performances. haih~~~
and during my midsem holidays, i went to the second audition for rentak at subang. and i was been told that i am the only one who came that day. and on that second audition, i sang 3 songs also. 1st "aku berhenti berharap" without music (accapella), 2nd "mahakarya cinta", 3rd "belaian jiwa". i went there with my friend from kl and he said "lagu first kau agak hancur, 2nd kau boleh blah la, tp 3rd song kau nyanyi aku suke." so i was like "alhamdulillah at least ade gak org rase ok bila aku nyanyi". then yesterday around 6pm i've been called by one person named 'syasya'. and she said "hello, ni azhan eh? sy dr rentak ni nak bgtau yg azhan dapat pegi final sabtu ni nanti". that time actually i was sleeping and my mom called me bcoz some one has called me. so when i heard that, i replied "owh yeke? thank u so much. so final sabtu ni la kan?". she said yes and she wanted me to bring lyrics n minus one for 2 songs bcoz i'll be performing 2 songs that night. after 3 minutes i finished with the call, "aku mimpi ke ape td? ntah betul ke tak td ade org call tak?". before that i looked at the number and its 016 ..... so i picked up my mobile phone and see the last call i received, n yes its from her.
so that was all about rentak. hope you guys may come to Dewan Mini Bistari (MITC) on 18th Ogos 2007 at 8pm till late. Do support me and i'll try my best to give what i have on that event.

2nd. MMU 8th Convocation
my parents with my little brother and my grandma came and watched me on that day. thanks to my family bcoz without u guys i wouldnt be here and make u proud of me. :D
we all ( the diploma holders) have to wait till 11am like that to received our "Scroll" even we dont have one. :D
Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah was the one who gave the 'scroll' to the graduates. this was the 2nd time i have met her 'live' infront of me. thanks to her bcoz maybe after this she wont be able to give the 'scroll' anymore next time. she has to sit on a chair (special one la) when she gave the 'scroll' to the graduates. kesian nyer ~~~
so after we all done with the Convocation, all went like crazy dogs. why? searching for parents when the chancellor out from the hall. hahahha. i was one of them also. i was looking for my parents like 15 minutes. so after the Convocation me with my family went home. so that was all about MMU 8th Convocation.
sorry i cant show u guys the Convocation's pictures yet. bcoz i dont have any in my pc. later i'll show u guys how it went on that day. ok?
:D

so long hor this time post?
we cont later ok.

see u guys later.

Azhan ( Penat convo tak habis lg ) :D

Credit to Apek Gaijin - die edit gambar aku

i don't know how to say this, but he is a talented person when it comes to edit pictures.
just a simple idea from his brilliant brain + his skills to edit pictures = perfect edited picture.
i am not making this up. he is a good in this stuff.

I'll show both original and edited one for you guys to compare that i am telling the truth or not about him.

This is the original

This is the edited from Apek Gaijin

so now you guys have both of it to compare.
you guys may go to his friendster profile - Apek Gaijin
and take a look of his profile. he perfectly managed his pictures and his page.
(apek, aku tgh promote kau ni :D )
so who ever wants good edited pictures by him, u may contact him. but no free charges. betul tak apek? :D

Azhan ( seronok ade org editkan gambar aku) - thanks apek once again.

FRIENDSTER sewel???

ape kes la ngan friendster ni?
baru2 ni ak mmg perasan yg tetiba jer comment aku di-approve sendiri.
bila aku check setting die mmg die letak "auto-approve".
padahal sblm ni aku dah lama letak "never".
so aku igtkan friendster aku dah ade org bukak ke ape. lepas tu aku pun terus la tukar password.
then td ni baru je aku tgk profile aku dah approve sendiri comment. ni sah friendster sewel lagi la ni. haih~~~

so skang ni peringatan kepada semua kalau rase tgh menunggu comment org lain, elok check dulu comment's box anda. ntah2 dah approve sendiri tak? so alert with that.

and nak cerita skit ttg aku kena sound ngan satu member aku ni.
"eyh eyh..hapdate laa..ni apsal xhapdate ni..ish ishhh "...
tu msg die bg kat msg box aku. so kpd empunya msg tu, ni hah sy dah hapdate dah.

dan ade lak hosmet aku sorg ni letak plak gambar aku kat blog die. kalau letak jer takpe. ni siap leh kate aku emo. :P

last, welcome to zana. die baru letak msg die kat msg box aku, tp aku tak dpt cam sape die. so next time bgtau sape ek? sy takut sy kenal tp nanti kate sy sombong lak kalau tak reply. ok?
(sbenarnye die ade letak email die, tp aku check kat friendster xde pun account die. so tak dpt la nak tau sape empunya badan tu).

azhan ( rentak sabtu ni weih kat digitalmall :P )

Math owh Math ~~~ (2nd)

la...
asal la benda ni asik2 jadi jer?
aku dah takleh nak duduk senang dah. bontot aku asik kesana kesini jer (dgn cara elok la).
asik2 teringat menda yg tak patut jer. haih~~~

tp kan lecturer aku utk lecture minggu ni tukar org lain lak. ala~~~
tak best la bila lecturer yg nice gila tu dah tukar session ajar group lain lak :(
namun(leh lak pakai time?), die tetap mengajar aku utk tutorial session aku.
yeyeyeye~~~~

lecturer yg nice tu mmg gila baik la. aku pun tak tau nak kate ape la.
mmg kalau tgk die jer, sejuk perut mak yg mengadung. kekeke :D
dan tadi aku baru je settle my first mid term test for this sem. math tech 1.
kali ni kalau fail gak aku taktau la. haih~~~

smalam aku g cadp sbb ade kelas volleyball, sbelum msk kelas tu aku singgah satu bilik lecturer ni, taknak mentionkan nama die la. die leh lak tanye aku "cgpa awak last sem brape azhan?".
aku pun jawab la "2.30 jer". nak tau ape die ckp kat aku? "azhan, really??. i'm very disappointed with you azhan. yes when u did for ur diploma u were going for degree. but when u finish ur degree, u're going to get a job. i even had refuse letters from companies that stated they dont want to accept degree student that has 3.00 below. so u have to work hard azhan!!"
mak aih, aku time tu pun angguk je la kepala. tapi aku mmg nak kena marah pun. sbb kalau kat umah yela mak bapak kita marah kita. tp kalau kat sini, diorg jer la yg sanggup marah aku supaya aku bagus dalam ape2 pun yg aku buat. terima kasih la kat lecturer tu dgn lecturer2 yg lain gak yg pernah nasihat aku ngan bg pendapat. terima kasih balik.

nak smbg lg ni ttg aku kena marah :D
pastu die tanye aku lg, "sy tgh pikir ni macam mana awk nak cover blk pointer awk kalau awk boleh dpt good result pun for the following sems?". aku pun jawab la, "insya'allah sy dah tau sy ni teruk, mmg sy nak kena marah ni baru leh sedar skit. sy akan usaha la this sem. thanks ".
pastuh die kate, "azhan, jgn macam ni azhan. teruk awak nanti." aku jawab, "insya'allah sy akan cuba sebaik sy sem ni. thanks again". pastu aku pun kate la aku nak g kelas ni, sempat lg aku tanye die "hmm bila kita nak pegi kopi ni?" die lak jawab, " awk jgn risau, kalau awk bagus this sem, sy yg kopi awk" (maksud die, die nk belanja aku).

haih~~~
teruk tak teruk gak la. tp die still serius la mase die sound aku. thanks to that lecturer again.
aku pun lepas tu g la kelas volleyball.

pastu hbs jer volleyball kelas, aku termasuk lak satu bilik lecturer ni. (lecturer lain lak)
die ni lg best. aku tanye die "amacam, sihat?student suma ok?" die pun jawab la biasa jer. tp leh lak die tambah ape tau? "eh,awak kantoi math last sem kan?".
mak aih, aku dok pikir la camne lak die ni leh tau aku fail math kan last sem?
die kate die bace blog aku. hahahaha, ade gak mase die nak bace blog aku ek? :P
*kalau die tgh bace ni, lepas ni leave comment or msg in my chatbox ok?
sambung balik,
aku pun sembg2 la ngan die sbb dah lama tak sembg2. (die ni tak tanye aku nye math apasal fail pun. just point kat aku then kate "fail math kan?" hahah).
kitorg pun sembg la ttg asal aku amik volleyball, aku leh kena sound "awk ni bodoh la azhan, asal awk amik sport utk cocu awk?". aku pun jwb la, "sy amik sbb tkt nanti tak ckp kredit hour utk amik praktikal thn 3 first sem nanti. sy nk amik kelas mandarin tp sem ni tak offer, so sbb tu la sy amik volleyball".

sembg punya sembg, die tanye aku lg "awk kate nak kurus kan sbb awk gemuk?". dlm hati aku, "mak aih,die ni bace hbs ke blog aku?"(previous blog ttg aku nak kurus). pastu die leh lak ajak aku g gym skali ngan die. aku pun kate la kalau aku free aku g la. pastu sembg punya sembg aku kena blah dulu sbb time utk praktikal bg volleyball session. sbb td kelas utk teori jer.

so tu la cerita utk dua tiga hari ni. (dah macam buat karangan lak ni) :D

Azhan ( concern gak bekas2 lecturer aku kat cadp ngan aku. thanks guys )

Kurus coming?? Gemuk going??

haih~~~
i just looked at my pictures on my friendster account.
i'm glad that i become "big" lately bcoz i ate much and thanks to God i had it enough.
but when i had it too much, i forgot how big i am now. it seems like i never want to stop when i started to feed something into my mouth. wahh~~~
mati worr if like this each time when i eat :(

yes i admit its not wrong for u to eat as much as u can when u really wanted to. but we do have limit when we eat right? even if u go for sport u have to stop when u feel dizzy or feel like u're too tired to play. so same like when we eat. but i cant stop to take less when i eat. amacam ar, tolong ar ~~~

if i want to compare how i have been before and now, so much different when i think it again.
owh gemuk, please la go away. kurus, mai la cepat skit.
i know its all up to me to change how i want to become. i hope i may go for exercise everyday after this. please someone ask me to sport any games when u're free ok? :D

Azhan( Kurus coming and Gemuk going? susah tu beb )

Math owh Math ~~~

alahai,
just now i went to my first math tech 1 tutorial class after 4 weeks this new sem started. haih~~~
yesterday was my first lecture class for the same subject. mati aku ~~~
tell u guys what, i've failed this subject when i took it last sem. apa la nak jadi ngan aku ni. haih~~~
so this sem i'm taking back the subject bcoz if i'll take later, need to wait 3 to 4 subjects that pre-requisite to this subject. haih~~~ <-- 4 kali dah
why this week only i'm going for this subject's classes? bcoz last week i just got the sup result. so when i knew it failed, i started to find my AA and also the lecturer for this subject. from wednesday till friday only i settled the registration. couldnt find my AA on wednesday and thursday.

*for 3-4 years i'm studying in MMU, i never fail any subject. now only teruk already huaarrgghh~~~~

so what is all about with math tech 1 this sem?
i've got a nice woman as the lecturer. she seems so innocent (not nerd ok).
alahai sejuk hati beta bila beta melihat perwatakannye.
no joke, she looks very innocent one. hope she wont change my sight of view later :D

and just now during the tutorial class, haih~~~
i saw someone that i thought the person was "DIA".
at that time, "ape kes ni tetiba satu kelas lak?, dah la hari tu terserempak aku xtau nak buat ape2. ape lagi dugaan dr Mu..??"
that was what i thought in my head when i saw the person. but "DIA" never wear what the person wore when i saw just now. pelan2 aku jeling skit2 utk kepastian.
and i was one row behind the person in the class just now. pulak dahh~~~
"ni kalau dah die, ape plak aku nak buat ni???"

so to "DIA", if u are reading this post just want to let u know that, the person was not u. and please understand that i never felt like i mad or geram. i'm cool and i hope u're good too. do say hi to me or give me chance to say hi to u. i dont care what just happened between us, but at least i hope we may say hi to each other in future ok? insya'allah.

so back to that person, mak aih sejibik siut muka die. i was like "ya Allah, sejibik siut muke die ngan DIA tu". i think more than 10 times i kept looking (jeling2 la, bukan nye g tgk depan2 pun) to that person to make sure i did not make mistake.
when i was looking to the person, the lecturer plak bertentang mata with me. haih~~~
"mati aku kena buat soklan seterusnye kat dpn ni.."
but i smiled at her and she just replied same to me. "nasib baik, igtkan kena buat soklan. dahla first tutorial lak tu. ish3~~~"

then 10 minutes b4 end, she gave us 2 questions as the quiz for us to take and i dont know i may get either 1 or 0 for the quiz. yelar, 1st time masuk terus dpt quiz. (padan muka aku. sape suruh tak belajar betul2 kan last sem. padan muka skali lg.)

so, "Math owh Math ~~~"

Azhan (jangan la aku pikir benda2 yg tak betul lg.)

Aku suka pink ke? hmmm~~~

hahaha kali ni suke la hosmet aku sume.
dulu diorg kutuk aku nye blog post "aku cina ker? hmm~~~"
kali ni lak "aku suke pink ker? hmm~~~"
amik korg bantai gelak.

knp sy suka pink?(mcm soklan iklan petronas la plak)
aku tak suke pun pink. aku suke biru. tp knp aku nye post kali ni ttg "Pink" ?
sbb aku baru je upload gambar2 kat friendster aku - http://www.friendster.com/azhan dan aku letak satu gambar ni as primary picture aku kat friendster.
gambar tuh aku atas motor (skuter) warna pink yg mmg agak jambu la kalau aku bwk. kekekek ­
gambar tuh so nak jadi crita ni sbb aku letak je gambar tuh dlm satu hari, bertimbun org comment kat gambar tuh. byk tu tak la. tp ade gak la yg comment2 kat gambar2 lain gak. ni bukti email dr friendster kat yahoo mail aku utk comment2 yg di comment oleh anda semua.
















*click kat gambar tu kalau nk tgk full size.

atas tu first page baru. ni lak second page




kesimpulannye, adakah aku dah lama sgt tak upload gambar atau pun org geli tgk aku bersama warna pink? u guys have the answer.

Azhan (skali tgk mcm best gak klau aku wear pink colour kan? )

Geng - kata2 aluan dr org les' copaque

ini adalah msg dr shoutbox aku kat tepi ni hah.
saje je nak bg korg nampak skit bila aku post kat sini.
terima kasih kat encik anas_vobee sbb(crew yg buat Geng) die sanggup bukak blog aku dan bg sepatah dua kate utk kita semua tahu serba sedikit ttg animasi "Geng".
thanks man.

2 Jul 07, 16:50

Anas_Voobee:
Hey guys, Anas here from Les' Copaque. Thanks for writing about us and good luck to @2hunt with the song writing. Don't ever let your talent go to waste.

*sbelum ni aku pernah offer nk buatkan lagu utk animasi Geng ni.

2 Jul 07, 16:51

Anas_Voobee:
As for the previous discussion about the Geng title, Geng means, kawan-kawan lah, just like Gang. The international version of the film is entitled Geng: The Adventure Begins tapi for Malaysia it'll be titled "Geng: Misteri Hantu Durian" . Hope you guys sabar for the film release in Malaysia. Kita tengok sama-sama nanti.


pastu ni lak diantara msg2 aku ngan crew2 yg buat Geng kat blog diorg sendiri.

@2hunt

25.06.2007
yo man.kalau aku nak reka lagu utk Geng leh tak?email me ok.thanks.

mediahorizon 26.06.2007 actually kita dah ada lagu utk Geng, tp kalau nak contribute silalah email

@2hunt 26.06.2007 hm kat sape sy leh send email?equipment xde kecuali voice recorder je.leh ke?

mediahorizon 26.06.2007 nizam@lescopaque.com

@2hunt

26.06.2007
thanks.just want to try.klau tak sedap sorry eh.b4 when if i really wnt to send to u?

@2hunt

28.06.2007
abg nizam,prefer lg lwk ke lg serius?sbb tgk lg tema ito yg nyanyi.mcm cerianye lg je

Nizam 28.06.2007 Ceria dan lawak aa best!! Lagu ito tu untuk satu scene yg special

@2hunt

28.06.2007
hmm ok.sy try je tau dgn gitar dulu.klau ngam hrp geng Geng leh add ape2 nanti.ok? ­

@2hunt

29.06.2007
abg nizam,klau sy nyanyi blk lagu "kau ilhamku" leh x?with my own vrsion la.best tak?

Nizam

29.06.2007
kene tanya manbai. bukan saya

@2hunt

03.07.2007
alo,thanks kat anas sbb reply kat blog aku.x sgka korg apprecite org yg minat Geng eh?aku teruja siot.thanks weih.aku tgh try buat lagu ni tp aku x pndai sgt.just nk berkhidmat under les'copaque. 1day aku nk jenguk korg kat company korg leh tak?please... thnx again. ­

mediahorizon

03.07.2007
@2hunt... kalau nak lawat opis boleh... email kami.. kita arrange date

@2hunt

04.07.2007
mediahorizon:so nk email kat sape?this email ke?media_horizon?thanks to u guys.


so buat masa skang ni. ini jelah yg aku masih bincangkan ngan org2 di les' copaque. tp jgn assume yg aku ngan diorg dah ikat kontrak ape2. just skang ni aku nak carik peluang utk dapat bekerjasama dgn diorg. kalau diorg setuju ngan aku, then aku betul2 mengharapkan ia akan terjadi. sbb ntah la, aku tetiba je macam nak jadi part of the Geng . harap2 sesiapa dr les' copaque bace post ni then bg la aku peluang eh. please~~~

*credit to Les' Copaque.

Azhan( yeye ade gak org appreciate ape yg aku nk buat utk diorg. thanks guys)

what a situation just now..

sorry bebyk kat sesapa yg terasa kalau sy tak sapa atau say hi td.
ampun maaf dipinta. bukan niat di hati buat2 tak nampak. sy noticed yg korg sume kat blakang sy td. tp mintak maaf lg skali la kalau sy silap ambil tindakan yg terburu2 td.
sy taktau nak jelaskan camne. tp harap korg sume phm la knp sy macam tu td.
mintak maaf lg skali.

bukan salah sesiapa pun dlm hal ni. cume sy jer yg masih tak tau nak menilai mana betul atau salah. harap dimaafkan silap sy ini.

manis berkata, pandai bercakap, petah dlm perbualan, tu sume mgkin sy boleh buat2 kalau sy nak tp alhamdulillah sy masih lg tau mana yg sy patut guna utk berkomunikasi dgn org lain. insya'allah sy takkan buat2 utk mendapat kelebihan atau pun org putih kate take an advantage on other people. kadang2 mgkin org igt kita selalu mcm ni utk menutup kesalahan diri kita yg disebalik nya. tp takpe la kalau org pikir macam tu, takkan kita nak kate die salah. sbb setiap org mempunyai perasaan dan tanggapan mereka sendiri. cuma sy nak bgtau kat semua termasuk yg pikir sy macam tu punya org, mgkin kita tak kenal rapat lg. tp tolong la bg peluang utk kita sama2 mengenali satu sama lain supaya boleh kita buat tanggapan yg betul pada masa yg tepat.

ok la, kang kalau kate byk tkt *Miss C marah aku lak.
tak pun **Shahila QTN nanti die sound aku lg.
* bekas lect aku kat diploma(MMU) dulu. skang die masih mengajar lg.
**salah seorg kwn aku kat MMU yg aku tak kenal sgt tp ambik berat ttg aku.thanks.


jd ape yg sy mintak adalah, ampun maaf dan beri la peluang utk kita semua mengenali satu sama lain dgn lebih dalam.

Azhan ( sorry guys td mase mkn, maafkan sy)

Geng The Movie - Malaysia's 3D animated feature film

wow!!!
i knew about this animation when i watched the latest RTM Filem Pendek Awards.
wahh best worr the animation. tak boleh tahan one.
from what i can see most of the animators and the staffs in the making of Geng are from MMU.
hidup MMU :P

before this film, the crew made one short 3d animation called Misi Mustahak. just click the title there and u'll see the video on youtube.

so back to Geng, the company who produces Geng called Les' Copaque. i dont know why they put the name there. and now they're expanding the company by looking for new staffs to produce more 3d animation i think. any of u out there who looking for job, u may go there and try ur luck. later i'll put the url of the company.

now these are some of the videos u may watch here and i'll put the links about Geng down here later.

Geng : The Adventure Begins - Trailer


Geng Sneak Peek 1


Geng Sneak Peek 2


http://www.gengthemovie.com/ - Official Geng's Website
http://www.lescopaque.com/ - Official Les' Copaque's Website
http://gengmovie.blogspot.com/ - Official Geng Production's Blog

so i hope u guys may enjoy the videos and leave comments about this post ok?
or any msgs on my msg box.

*credit to Les' Copaque / Geng
azhan ( Offering a song to the company for their theme song )
:D

Happyslip at Youtube

salam to all.
how you guys doing?one week past ad for this new sem.
going to plan for *huha2 ?may i join u guys? :D
*huha = jalan2 / shopping

ok now i want to talk about 'Happyslip'.
if u guys noticed youtube has it own awards for many categories such as most creative, best comedy, best series and alot more there. so what is all about 'Happyslip' and youtube awards?
i've watched alot of Happyslip's videos at youtube, and two words for all the videos. "she rocks !!! "
why i say she?becoz there's one woman who managed to act, edit, record the videos (sometimes she asked other people to help her), write, and upload all the videos at youtube by herself with a name called 'Happyslip'.
why she named it 'Happyslip'? actually all the videos are most about her life experiences and she turned the situation into jokes. so the 'Happyslip' was coming to her thought when her mother named this one wear thing 'Halfslip' to 'Happyslip' when she was in her young age.
she is really a cute girl (for me la, but i dont know how about u guys. :D ) and she has no limit to make people laugh when watching her videos. even she is cute, she still makes stupid faces and that is why i like her. :P

she is a filipino (correct me if i'm wrong :D ) for only one year since her birth. then she moved to America the year after with her family. she didnt know how to speak Philippines language. but she still looks cute for me. kekeke :D

she has been nominated at youtube in category of 'The Best Comedy 2006' and won the 2nd place. congratulation to her. and now i want to share some of her videos here in my blog. i hope one day u guys may open youtube and search for 'Happyslip'. I'll put some links for u guys to direct go to her videos later. enjoy the videos.

Entitled - Youchoob
*video about youtube


Entitled - Mixed Nuts
*the video she won for the 2nd place in 'The Best Comedy 2006'


here is the link where u guys may go and watch by urself for her videos at youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=HappySlip

hope u guys may enjoy the videos and do leave comments here about her k?

see u guys next time.

Azhan (i love Christine = the 'Happyslip' girl )

Thanks kat jujah/mum/kechik/kakak sepupu yaya. kekekek :P
mesti igt yaya nye la. sy rindu tu kat yaya. bila die nak bg gambar die kat sy jujah oi?
thanks skali lg kat jujah ni sbb die tanye sy ade tak lagu avril lavigne ni, sy kate la takde pd mulanya. so die leh lak macam nak suruh sy downloadkan utk die, ape lg sy pun download la utk die. siap ade video klip lg cume die jer taktau. kekekek :D
kalau nak video klip die, bgtau sy tau jujah oi.
last song aku introduce kat korg sbb melody die kan? so kali ni aku nak introduce-kan lagu yg aku rase lirik die aku feeling la. so enjoy the video + song from avril lavigne - when you're gone


"When You're Gone" - Avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

Happy Father's Day

heheheh lambat gila wish kat blog ni. tp smalam aku mase pagi bila die bgn je tidur, aku terus g kat die dan terus capai tangan justeru(boleh guna time ni ke? :D ) mencium lantas(kerek tul aku dlm BM ni) mengucapkan "Happy Father's Day".
die lek je kate "papa mmg tggu je tgk sape yg igt". hehehe
adik aku yg lg dua pun sama la nampak aku lepas salam jer diorg pun g gak la. aku sempat lg kate, "sorry pa an takde hadiah nak bg." die lak jawab, "tak kisah, papa nak tgk korg igt ke tak.pastuh ikhlas ke tak wish 'Father's Day' ni? ".

so ptg tu kul 2 lebih aku kluar ngan bapak aku g tgk datuk aku. hari sabtu sblm ahad tu die dilanda kemalangan. bpk aku ckp kaki kanan die siap leh nampak tulang lg. huisshhh, dgr mcm ganas tuh. atuk aku ni die mmg "Hero" skit. die jenis org yg tak kisah nye la kalau accident ke ape ke. sbb die kira asalkan die tau jaga diri sudah. dah berumur pun boleh g indonesia sorg2 tu. respect la atuk aku sorg ni. so bila dah sampai hospital hukm(tmpt atuk aku masuk wad), aku pun g la carik wad 'Trauma', nama die pun aku dah seram.heheheh.
pastuh jumpe la atuk aku ni. time tu ade pakcik ngan makcik aku laki bini la. salam skali sume, pastu sembg2 skit atuk aku lak suruh bpk aku g tanye nurse asal die tak dpt mkn lg dr smlam.
bpk aku pun g la tanye. rupanye2 nurse tu kate atuk aku nanti akan di-operate tp bkn dlm mase yg boleh ditetapkan kerana ade emergency kes byk kat hospital yg memerlukan byk doktor utk entertain. so kalau diorg bg mkn kat datuk aku sblm di-operate, takut time operation tu die muntah sbb tak sedap badan, kemungkinan mknan yg dimuntahkan tu ade yg selebihnye masuk paru2 then die leh mati.na'uzubillah la.... mintak2 dijauhkan.
so ade satu cecair yg dimasukkan dlm bdn atuk aku utk digantikan sbg makanan sblm die die di-operate.

dlm 15 ke 30 minit kitorg pun beransur pulang sbb aku kena naik bas dr kl ke mlk kul 5pm.
blk dgn rushing nyer sempat gak la aku sampai pudu sblm kul 5.

*will be continued ~~~~

Happy holiday ~~~

hye there.

haih~~~
i'm going back to my hometown today(24th of may) at 5.30pm. and maybe i couldn't online 24/7 bcoz i have no internet connection at my hometown. if u guys "rindu" me (perasannyer aku :P ), just send me a msg to my friendster account or leave a comment here. hmm what i'll do when it comes to the holiday?previously i just sat at home and "layan" television with my grandmother. and went out met my friends for "roti canai time" only. so this time i've planned to do a reunion for my ex-schoolmates. and i hope it will be fine as what it has been planned.

so how about u guys? nothing to do when it comes to holiday?
why not if u guys call me and we go for a meal if u're staying near to KL area la. if not then sorry. :D

so enjoy the holiday and pleaseeeee when u go, make sure u come back in one piece ok?
thats the important thing.

enjoy the holiday.

azhan (for the 1st time i'll say i miss you)

Ice Box - Omarion

Ice Box - Omarion

hmm this is the song i was playing on Taktau.fm last two months before i got started back the program today. that time i was like "hm best gak lagu ni" <-- means i like the melody and couldnt understand what the song all about. this is me, melody comes first. hehehe...
and this past few days i started to listen this song back and i also placed the video clip on my friendster. so to you people who think i love Omarion, u're wrong !!!!
i just like the melody/rhythm of this song and i never get started to understand the lyric yet. kekkeke....

so it is my pleasure to present you,

OMARION - ICE BOX

Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas
I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no
That means memories, and its crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I cant help it
Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold cold world
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl [3x]

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

2 papers more. haih~~~

exam2~~~

do anyone knows where got place that they don't give exams for the education?
haih~~~

but if there are no exams then how we'll know we are good enough to beat someone else right? :D
this is what people called "life". anything has to be good and perfect but sometimes we just ruin it.
so i went for 3 papers already and waiting for the 4th one on this monday and the last will be on tuesday. but i still in front of my pc and 'lepak-ing' watching movies and series. haih~~~
apa nak jadi la aku ni.

yesterday in the morning i went for PTPTN briefing. what a waste, i had to buy 4 stamps cost RM40. hayya... my mom just gave me RM50 and i spent RM40 already of it just for the PTPTN. dont ask me why, becoz i'm not going to tell what happened. and after that at 3pm i went to exam hall for my Basic Economic....'s paper. u have to answer 80 questions within 2 hours only. mati worr...and really i couldnt answer well yesterday. just hope i'll pass this sem without any supplementary papers. Insya'allah~~~

so, for another 2 papers coming up i hope i can just answer both of them well and pleaseeee wish me luck.

azhan(Gd luck to all friends)

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day ~~~
13th may 2007

haih~~~
a lot of things my mom did and i know its all for me. thanks mom. i dont know how i may return all those that u have done for me. just one sentence i hope it may gives u the happiness when u read it.

"ma, han mintak maaf dan han harap han boleh membahagiakan mama suatu hari nanti."

MAMA I LOVE YOU ~~~

i hope one day i may turn all her sacrifices to happiness by giving her my love and please God help me to keep it until the end of her life.

mama ni lagu han cipta khas untuk mama. harap2 mama suka la.
(skang ni lirik jer la.lagu die takleh nak masuk kat sini lagi. nanti han mainkan untuk mama.)

FOR YOU
I'LL BE THE BABY, I'LL BE THE MAN.
THE ONLY ONE YOU HAVE FROM START UNTIL THE END.
I CANT BELIEVE THAT I COULDN'T SAY.
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I CARE.

ITS YOU, WHO I LOVE.
YOU ALWAYS THERE EVEN TIMES GOT ROUGH.
CAUSE ITS YOU, WHO I CARE.
I HOPE YOU'LL BE MY SIDE AND YOU'LL STAY.

chorus
I LOVE YOU.
I PROMISE I'LL BE THE MAN YOU WANT ME TO.
I LOVE YOU.
I'LL TRY MY BEST TO GIVE EVERYTHING.
FOR YOU ~~~


lots of love - azhan

Yehh dah dapat ~~~

yuhuu akhirnya.
dapat gak aku chord lagu "its not over" by chris daughtry.

mlm selasa hari tu (sikalang balu mau celita ka?haih~~~) aku lepak2 ngan fay(member kenal dr Colfest) kat kedai "kuning". die la bgtau aku kedai tu nama "kuning". dah agak lama aku kat mlk ni baru skang aku perasaan kedai tu sememangnya "kuning". ahhaks ~~~

ok cerita nye bermula begini.
aku pinjam guitar si fay ni.pastu mlm selasa lepas la baru la leh bg die blk setelah satu minggu kat umah aku. takut gak aku nak simpan lama2 kan? so ade chance terus bg blk la.
sampai jer kat kedai kuning tu, ade lah member2 die yg aku kenal2 gak mase kat Colfest dulu. then bersembang la. tp apekan daya dah kalau depan mata guitar + org yg pandai main guitar pun ramai kecuali aku. bukak lagu la mlm tu. pastu kalau tak salah aku member sorg ni nama megat kot klau aku tak silap. dia la ajar aku chord lagu its not over. thanks weih. aku mmg dah gila lama dah lagu tu cume aku malas nak cari chord die + takde org nak ajar.so mlm tu die bukak lagu tu, aku pun melalak la (tp tak la melalak sampai suma kat kedai tu tgk.just skit2 jer :D )

*betapa kuno nye aku bila aku dpt tau yg daughtry ni dulu rupanya one of the contestants kat american idol. dah dekat 70% aku menghapal lagu die baru aku tau. haih~~~. aku mmg tau die ni dr AI dulu tp aku tak perasan rupenya die yg nyanyi "its not over" ni. sengal gila aku.

hbs mkn je kat kedai kuning tu, diorg ajak lepak kat tgh padang depan EP tp bermeja dan kerusi la. so mlm tu start cerita hantu, pastu sambung ttg kes2 yg tak betul kat EP ngan BBU. ade gak cerita ttg lagu2. aku lupa mamat sorg ni nama die ape ntah, die tanye aku "kau layan dangdut tak?". aku terus bukak mulut nyanyi lagu amelina. kekekek agak nak tergelak gak la aku nyanyi dangdut. haahhah.
then ape lg dah tanah lapang kat situ suma pakat nyanyi sama la kalau ade lagu yg sama2 tau. tp yg memekak aku la. sbb aku ni feeling tak kene tempat skit. ade chance je mesti melalak la. hahahah. mintak maaf la kat sesapa yg rase macam ade terdengar jeritan tgh mlm pada mlm selasa tu.bukan jeritan hantu tau, tu jeritan aku yg tak kena tempat. sorry people. :P

malam tu ade la dlm 4 -5 org lepak skali. tp ape2 pun thanks to the man who taught me the chord for chris daughtry's song. thanks man. aku mmg tggu time org nak ajar jer.

akhir kate, sampai skang aku bagai nak rak melalak kat umah dan dimana2 saje lagu its not over itu. sampai kan housemates aku sume jerit "weih dah la,memekak jer tiap2 hari".

hahahhaha sorry guys, tp kalau aku dah feel gila mintak maaf la "bo layan" la lu olang.
kekekeke sekian.


azhan (akhirnya "its not over")

No one's perfect (curik org nyer) :D

No one is perfect.

aku terbaca satu post kat satu blog org ni yg aku anggap sebagai kawan aku. die nye nama aku hanya leh panggil "N" jer.takleh nak panggil nama betul.takut die saman aku lak. peringatan awal utk korg, aku post kan benda ni bukan nak sound sesape atau nak menunjukkan N ni bgs sgt ke ape. just aku nak kongsi ape yg aku rase betul gak dr post dia ni. dan mintak maaf siap2 kat N kalau sy mempergunakan nama anda. kalau anda tidak rasa selesa dgn post ni, bgtau sy ok? sy akan delete post ni nanti.

jadi kenapa aku post benda ni lak skang?
sbb nye ape yg die ckp tuh betul la.aku takleh nak paste-kan semua post die kat sini.nanti panjang lak jd nyer.so ape yg membuat aku post ni sbb die kate "semua orang tak perfect.aku sendiri pun tak perfect", mmg betul tuh. kita tak pernah hilang perasaan dr diri kita utk jd yg terbaik diantara yg lain. dan kengkadang aku pun terlebih gak ape yg sepatutnya. "sebab biasenye silap ni dtg dari kedua2 pihak..kekadang kita sendiri tak perasan silap tu ade jugak pada diri kita", ni yg selalu aku buat kat org lain kalau aku marah. maksudnye aku bila dah marah kat org lain, aku lupa yg aku pun pernah buat lagi teruk dr org tu buat kat aku. so aku mintak maaf la kat sesapa yg aku pernah buat salah dulu dan aku percaya dr dulu sampai ke skang aku tak pernah henti buat silap kat org gak.
(Miss C klau bace ni mesti nanti die sound aku lg.kekekek )
*Miss C ni lect aku dulu mase kat diploma.korg leh bace post "Miss thanks~~~" nanti.korg akan paham asal die "sound" aku. :D

"dah minta maaf..dah laa..mungkin tak leh nak lupa..tapi..dah2 laa...accept it.."
"accept je laa..sebab aku percaya ..bila orang minta maaf ni dia ikhlas..kalo tak..takde nye nak minta maaf..so..better bebaik..dah2 laa..ungkit mengungkit ni tak baik..diam2 sudey..and accept the positive side..", heheheh aku pun sbenarnye kalau marah sgt kat org, aku selalu gak mengungkit atau pun buat macam rase aku jer betul. kekekeke jahat gak aku ni.baru aku tersedar bila bace post N ni. thanks N, skang br sy lebih sedar yg sy ni lg teruk dr org lain. :D
mmg betul gak kate N yg kita takleh nak ungkit2 hal yg lepas2. just accept what ever it is and learn from the situation. and the most important thing is to accept the positive side.

"tapi kita manusia biase ni... kita akui kita baik..tapi dalam baik kita tu..akan ade kejahatan jugak..mungkin yang kita tak nampak/sedar..atau kita sedar..dan dalam diri orang yang jahat..dalam kejahatan dia tu ..pasti ade kebaikan walau sikit,,so ..kalo orang yang jahat tu pun sedar akan kesilapan dia..kita patut terima..bukan kita cerita keburukan orang tu kat orang lain.bersyukur yang dia dah sedar..haih. kita tak perfect..so..jadi lah diri sendiri..yang tak perfect..tapi berusaha untuk jadi yang terbaik..accept kekurangan orang n ...tak semestinya kita ni sentiasa betul..so..bertolak ansur laa..n be forgiving.."
ayat ni penuh dgn makna. hahahah aku paham sbenarnye. saje je. aku rasa takde menda yg leh aku huraikan lg kat ayat2 ni. sbb suma nye die dah kluar kan.

so kat sini ape yg leh aku bgtau adalah, aku pernah buat silap kat semua org dan aku pun mintak maaf la klau aku terlalu marah sampai takleh nak accept at first. but now i'll try to be a man like what N says "so..bertolak ansur laa..n be forgiving..".
thanks N for ur post. sy tau sy tak berhak amik jer post org then paste-kan kat sini. tp niat sy utk berkongsi ape yg sy rase betul dr post awk. tp tolong la bgtau sy kalau awak rasa tak senang dgn post ni, sy leh delete nanti. ok? thanks..

peringatan lg skali, post ini tidak ade kena mengena ngan sesape pun. just aku yg terasa dan ingin berkongsi kat semua org. igt tuh, takde kene mengena ngan sesapa pun.

- N (kena tukar gak nama die) :(
- Miss C
- "words from N"
- Post about me and Miss C

*post credited to N


azhan(trying to "bertolak ansur n be forgiving")

13th may = Mother's Day

haih~~~
aku ni jenis klau pelupa gila2 pelupa habis.so i hope this time i wont forget this important day again.last time my mom's birthday,i forgot and my dad called me and said "han,kau tak wish mak kau happy birthday ker?".aduih..... time tu mmg aku dah takleh nak duduk diam dah.aku terus call hp mak aku tp die tak angkat lgsg. gila dekat sepuluh kali aku call mak aku tp die tak angkat gak. aku time tu ngan member aku kat hall bawah terus call bapak aku. aku ckp la kat bapak aku yg aku nak ckp kat mak aku,tp mak aku taknak gak. terus aku menangis time tu. bapak aku terus bgtau mak aku yg aku nangis. (time tu aku mmg nangis gila babi la sbb mak taknak layan kita.so mmg aku sedih gila babi la). pastuh bapak aku kate, "han tak yah la nangis.mak kau tu nanti ok la esok lusa.nanti papa bgtau kau wish birthday kat die". aku time tu mmg takleh nak kluar suara dah. aku jwb gak la "hah~~~" 3x.... macam jawab ye tp takleh nak kluar suara la sbb nangis gila babi. tp lepas tuh mak aku terus call aku dan ckp la " han jgn nangis la, mama pun sorry sbb mama tak nak jawab call han td. han jgn nangis lagi la. mama ok dah. han pegi belaja sebab nanti nak exam kan? jd jgn igt benda ni lg la. mama ok dah. han jgn nangis tau?". aku mmg time tu lagi gila babi nyer nangis la. haih~~~

mama, kau mmg diantara org yg paling penting dlm hidup aku. aku minta maaf seandainya aku selalu buat kau tersinggung atau terasa akan perbuatan aku selama ini. aku berjanji, aku akan cuba tidak menghampa kan impianmu. namun maafkan aku jika aku tidak memenuhi impianmu nanti. aku tahu aku memang tidak dapat mencapai segalanya untukmu. tapi percaya la aku tidak pernah melupakanmu dan segala yang telah kau lakukan untuk aku.

kat bwh nanti, lirik lagu yg aku buat khas utk mak aku. lagu ni leh gak buat utk org yg tersayang. so gunekan lah se-elok2 nya.


FOR YOU

I'LL BE THE BABY, I'LL BE THE MAN.
THE ONLY ONE YOU HAVE FROM START UNTIL THE END.
I CANT BELIEVE THAT I COULDN'T SAY.
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I CARE.

ITS YOU, WHO I LOVE.
YOU ALWAYS THERE EVEN TIMES GOT ROUGH.
CAUSE ITS YOU, WHO I CARE.
I HOPE YOU'LL BE MY SIDE AND YOU'LL STAY.

chorus
I LOVE YOU.
I PROMISE I'LL BE THE MAN YOU WANT ME TO.
I LOVE YOU.
I'LL TRY MY BEST TO GIVE EVERYTHING.
FOR YOU ~~~

*p/s
aku sbenarnye nak bwk lagu ni time dinner SCC hari tu.tp tak jd lak.ntah taktau asal.
so skang ni aku bg lirik jer la. tp bgtau siap2, aku ni mmg tak pandai buat lagu pun. just berangan nak hasilkan lagu sendiri jer :D

(ayat tambahan)
aku sbenarnye mmg susah nak jadi baik kat org lain. maksud aku, aku tak pandai nak amik hati org. jd maaf kan la aku kalau aku pernah buat salah kat sesapa termasuk la mak aku.

mama, sorry~~~

azhan(yg susah nak paham isi hati org lain)

is it about me?

i'm sad if its me u're talking about.
from what i've said here,i'm not blaming you.i'm talking about what i've done to you and to all people who i know.and it shows here that i'm the wrong one, not you.
i dont say that i'm right coz i can accept people's advice or u're wrong
bcoz of all these.its me who caused all these and i never blame you for what had happened.
you have to understand that i dont blame you for all these.

i'm not saying that u haven't reach the asam garam kehidupan yet. that one is for me, not you. if u really think that what i've said here is to blame you, u are wrong. i'm here with my words are to make u understand that i'm not asking for happy ending, i just ask for a good relationship (friendship) for u and me if its the last thing that we can go for. i believe both of us dont know what's in our mind to each other now. this is why i'm asking you to face me and talk about all these. yes i admit that i'm not clear what's happening now and as u said, i have to ask "the spotlight" from you.

i'm ready to fight for future if all these are going right. but what i can see now all went wrong already and i'm the one who caused these. so give me another chance to change the wrong to the right so both of us can fight for the future again.

i dont ask much,i just want u to know that these all went wrong already and i know u're mad right now.but please, we have to meet and talk about these so all will go as good later.just give me a call when u're ready for that.

*p/s
i'm sorry if it was not me who u're talking about in ur last post. but we still have to settle this problem so we dont have to face the misery again and again. please....

thanks miss ~~~ (updated one)

terima kasih byk2 kat sesapa yg bace blog aku ni.aku terharu dgn berterima kasih kat sesapa yg rase aku patut di nasihati sebegini.ini adalah perbualan (chatting kat YM) antara aku ngan satu bekas lecturer aku kat CADP skang ni.aku takleh nak mentionkan nama die nanti kena saman lak.kekekek main2 jer miss. :D

miss C: read ur blog
miss C: boleh comment?
azhanrosli: hahahah sorry miss kalau sy ni terlampau la plak..dipersilakan... :D
BUZZ!!!
azhanrosli: miss dipersilankan..
azhanrosli: *sila
miss C: give 15min
azhanrosli: hmm miss,sy sbenarnye nak g mkn,u just paste what ever u want dlm msg u nanti.lepas sy blk dr mkn sy bls msg miss k.sorry miss dah nak kluar dah ni sbenarnye.tp miss kena bg comment gak tau.thanks miss.. :D
(time ni aku nak g mkn ngan housemate aku.heheh sorry miss terpaksa tinggalkan miss lak)
miss C: kenaper suka mempersalahkan diri selalu???
miss C: kenaper selalu sgt merendahkan diri
miss C: u should at least tulis something happy happening, weird,,,sad mende lain
miss C: selain dari diri sendiri, memperslaahkan diri sendiri, merendahkan diri sendiri
miss C: as what we are told, no body perfect..we tend to make mistakes...so
miss C: once u know, think of a solution n ovrcomes it.....kekadang tu bukan salah kita..dah perangai org tu mcm tuu
miss C: we can't satisfy our friends or people around us
miss C: what u need to do is think forward...
miss C: as what people will say, concentrate on the future, look back when it is meant to point what we have done so that we can concertrate on the present
azhanrosli: terima kasih byk2 miss,sy tau sy mmg selalu pikir benda yg tak betul skit.tp dgn kata2 dr miss ni la sy boleh improvekan diri saya.thanks bebyk miss.sbb sy tau miss diantara org yg agak concern la kat ape yg sy buat samada di internet or in real life situation.thanks bebyk miss.insya'allah sy akan memperbaiki ape yg patut utk kesenangan diri sy dan org lain.terima kasih byk2, sy pun taktau nak ckp ape lg sbb miss mmg concern ttg sy.thanks bebyk miss.klau ade mase nanti kita g minum2 eh,my treat.ok?thanks miss... :)

ini lah ape yg aku ngan bekas lecturer aku kat diploma dulu bersembang.walaupun skejap tp mmg bermakna gila la sbb ade gak lecturer yg concern ttg aku.thanks miss.mungkin betul ape yg miss ckp tu "think of a solution n ovrcomes it".sy dah try dah jalan penyelesaian die tp maybe bukan nasib sy utk settle kan masalah ni. "we can't satisfy our friends or people around us", kadang2 betul gak kita takleh nak puaskan hati org bila kita ngan diorg kan?tp aku akan cuba utk senangkan hati org selagi aku boleh.dan aku perlukan peluang dr korg utk aku perbaiki ape yg patut utk diterima ramai. "as what people will say, concentrate on the future, look back when it is meant to point what we have done so that we can concertrate on the present", ni lak ape yg aku patut buat skang.dan aku berterima kasih la kat miss ni sbb die jer yg selalu "sound" aku ape yg aku patut buat bila aku dlm sesuatu masalah yg aku tak mahu lgsg berlaku.tak lupa gak kat sesapa yg pernah nasihatkan aku,thanks byk2 kat korg suma dan insya'allah sedikit demi sedikit aku akan berubah supaya aku tak lg dibelenggu oleh masalah yg sepatutnye aku leh handle dgn sempurna.terima kasih byk2 kepada miss dan yg lain juga.


*ade update skit dr miss C ngan aku

azhanrosli: hah miss,sy post kan blog baru tau.so refresh la page blog tu.nanti mesti miss marah sy nyer klau miss dah hbs bace nanti.kekekek
miss C: :)) <-- die gelak terbahak2
miss C: lastly...selalu la dekati diri dgn Allah SWT
miss C: doa mintak berikan petunjuk, dll
azhanrosli: heheh baik miss...sy nak update baru lak ni. :D
miss C: kita sebagai seorg muslim, aper aper masalah, kesusahan dan kesenangan, kene mintak pertolongan dari Allah, supaya dpt memberi kita petunjuk....all comes back to basic
miss C: alquran sebagai petunjuk
miss C: :P

jd thanks byk2 kat miss. "kita sebagai seorg muslim, aper aper masalah, kesusahan dan kesenangan, kene mintak pertolongan dari Allah, supaya dpt memberi kita petunjuk....all comes back to basic", aku berharap mendapat petunjuk dan keampunan dr Allah sbb aku tau aku byk buat salah dan dosa.dan aku percaya ini adalah salah satu balasan atas perbuatan yg aku pernah buat dulu.